| im sorry for whove i became |
[10 Oct 2005|05:05pm] |
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things lately have just been so bad. all i want to do is cry eat and sleep. no one around me sees that i am falling apart. well, they notice somethings not right, but all people can do is call me names, and i try telling myself that i doesnt bother me, but it kind of does. i really dont know who to trust. i dont know who my true friends are besides one. i really want to die..but i know its not an option cause of my mom and cause of my best friend lauren. in health class weve been talking about depression and eating disorders..and although i dont have an eating disorder i get so sad and i feel guilty..i donno, that was kinda random but w/e. im loosing everyone and everything around me. things would be so much easier if i was dead..or at least put of for adoption..or something. ya know..at this point..crying and being upset kinda make me happy..weirdd.
i donno..i've just been rambeling but i just had to let out some emotions
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